Saturday, 30 October 2010

Symbolic

Today was a bad day.  It felt like this:

Everything feels black.  My hopes, dreams, expectations, plans... are dead now.  I know intellectually that there will be light again, that there is a silver lining somewhere, but I am in no place to see it or feel it.  I'm not ready to look for it.  I'm miserable.  I feel like the life I have been living, and the life I want to live, is now over.  What's next but darkness?  I have no idea how to answer that. 

1 comment:

Barb said...

:( I don't like this at all!